Life @ 4Qtr of 28 years old

Bomb strikes again in Jakarta. 9 had died. Someone from Singapore had narrowly escaped death again.

It reminded me about that freak accident that nearly killed me three years ago. I had also narrowly escaped death. That was my turning point in life.

Recently as I start to gain more things in my life, I start to realise that actually I am also losing some.

I lose a friend but I gain two dogs.

I gain a family but I lose some priorities.

I gain my own house now but I lose alot of my time.

I ain't complaining about those things that I had gained. I am grateful to those things that I have now and will have. But i do feel regret that I have to give up some or some had given up me.

I cannot force anyone to think everything in my way. But I can at my own capacity put in effort to keep those things or people that I treasure.

I am fortunate that I live in a safe country. I am fortunate to have a roof over me. I am fortunate that I have lovely people around me. I am fortunate that I do not have to worry that the bomb will drop on me when I am sleeping. So why should I still complain?

Stopping down and complain will not help. 山不转,路转,路不转,人转.

I am experiencing life now. Accepting and Enjoying every little bit of it.